Been a while…

So, I’ve been MIA for a while. I’ve been doing really well with everything, up until these last couple weeks. Right now, it just feels like everything is whirling and tumultuous. I feel overwhelmed, and uneasy. I’ve been waking up in the mornings around 4 with intense heartburn. I know it is just worry. I don’t want to be worried. I want to just feel like everything is the way it should be, but  in the back of my mind I am constantly questioning… Is my baby okay? Am I doing the right things? How am I going to balance baby and work and everything?

I’m finding peace in the little things, like other people noticing my belly growth, or my fortune cookie that said to focus on my long term goals and my wish would be granted next year. I know that God speaks to me in signs, and these are the things that I am clinging to.  I hoping because I wrote about some of my fears tonight that I will get a restful sleep.

Lord,

I pray that you hold me close over the next few days. Help me to let go of these fears. I know that You are capable of so many miracles. I ask for Your blessing for our little miracle. I give it to you, Lord. Amen.

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